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December 21, 2003

Dialog with the part of self that was sadistically treated and wants to retaliate

Higher self: Welcome, we're very glad that you came out to talk with us finally. You have been hitting that poppet pretty hard, and we're wondering what you're remembering.

Sadistic Aspect: Fuck you. You stood around and took all this stuff. If you hadn't been so chicken shit, I would have killed her. At least I would have had shouting matches and physical fights with her, like Lynn did with her mother. Even now you keep me so repressed, deflated like a old condom, (directly from the unconscious) for fear that I'll kill someone. Bring on the Viagra. This is fun. Let's see what happens.

Higher Self: I can see that you really worked up a head of steam in that spider hole. Why don't I surround you with light, and let you express what it's been like to hold all this for sixty years.

Sadistic Aspect: Asshole - what exactly do you think I have been doing for two years, with twenty energy healers all over me, every week?

Higher self: Thank you for coming. Bye, bye.

The Higher Self finds herself wishing to apologize for the crudeness of the Sadistic Aspect. However, that trait is inherent in aspects like this. We can't be shy about these things.

Posted by Dakota at December 21, 2003 07:43 PM