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November 08, 2003

The problem of having a poppet

One of biggest problems with having a poppet (see earlier entry - the purpose of a poppet) is that you can get habituated to the rage frequency. That is, you feel all those rage sensations inside your body some or all of the time. Remember, the poppet doesn't know what's happening, or that you even exist. The state of rage is yours alone, the poppet could care less. Thin satisfaction for those of us who fear that we want to murder and dominate. No, you personally are living in the rage state. The world is served by willingness to witness murderous rage inside ourselves and others, make it conscious, and transform it, rather than act it out. Staying on the rage frequency takes a toll on your instruments, your bodies, your existence.

Therefore, it's good to develop enough skill to move your frequency away from the rage channel (and the fear channel) and be able to giggle, or be like the Dalai Lama. If you are really (just mistyped god) good at this life experience, you learn to identify with the aggressor, and then to help those aggressor parts of yourself transform, so that they are not always directing repressed aggression inward, tearing your insides apart. Sounds good to me.

Posted by Dakota at November 8, 2003 06:10 AM